Dreaming (about Brazil and ...)

Something have been changed with me. I am any different. Yeah, I am feeling it. The change happened to me some days, maybe month ago. Oh, and maybe seven years ago already :) who knows... probably just God or the stars.

A little history: I have been met with one girl from Brazil some years ago. Actualy she found me by chance by ICQ. I think it will be exactly seven years tomorrow. We must celebrate it together, Tati! :))) ahahaha We were comunicating by ICQ and skype sometimes, sometimes with some years interval but I didn't saw her in real world never. She is my virtual friend so far. It could be changed and realized now.

I was talking with her almost every day those days. I think those days before the Christmas time. I told her that I can arrive to her to Brazil if she'll to want it. And she was so happy that I started to think for it more and more. She told me that we can visit some beatiful places together. For example, I put one image, the place's calling Ubatuba. So I found a lot of informations about trip to the Brazil and about Brazil too and I'm in love with it. Am I crazy?

Yes, I am! I am Taurus and if I want something, if I want something so much then I'm keeping this and I'm trying to do everything for this. And it is the wrong maybe, isn't it? If it is or not, I cann't change it because I am I. Sure, I'm thinking about this too if it's right thing, if I'm not so much crazy but the something and it is right now my feeling is stronger.

And I think that she isn't so happy with the my dream now. Well, even if she will not so I arrive to her now, I shell to go there sometimes later. I know I want to see it there. It's my giant dream!

I'm standing in hope of the dream.