Dragon for Pris...

What I should write about that? I think that this image don't need any comment. Just maybe a little, I drawn this image for my beautiful Brazilian girl, for my friend and love in one person.

Eu te amo muito, minha Pris!

A little trip on the bike

I went out to my mountain-bike yesterday. And I'm sure that my physical condition isn't so good after winter time, so I choose only very short trip, trip to Prokopské údolí. Whole the circuit takes something about 15 km.

:. Jezírko in the Prokopské údolí

So beautiful...

When I waked up yesterday morning I was very lovely surprised. I moved a lambrequin of window in my room and I could see that. So beautiful red colour, so amazing red flower in the shinign of the sun. And these things, these a little things, unimportant for somebody, make me more happy and I like it so much. So, you take your opinion after look pictures below.

:. 1st day of flower

:. 2nd day of flower

Btw. behind the red flower you can see my little bonsai Crassula portulacea 'Minor', they call it "tree of life".
Well, I hope that I'll can see more similar beatiful things.

Winter and my trip...

Yeah, it's truth. Don't believe me? So look at the pictures below.

Meteorologist said that winter finished yet and spring began. We could say "spring is here" else last week because there was quite warm (something about 15 degrees) outside, birds was singing cheerfully, flowers and trees was begin wake up from winter sleep.

But...



The nature is doing what just wants...



When I woke up the before last day I didn't believe my eyes. There was about 30cm of snow outside and it was snowing still. Ufa! That was a big surprise and not just for me. A lot of people changed winter tires to summer, oh how mistake... but I had lucky, I didn't changed it yet. Great choice, Radim! I watched news in TV and they said that a lot of people are absence of electric current in other city. Well, so much snow, so much very wet snow broken a lot of electric lines.

But my bigger fear was of my trip back into Prague. And it was just fear. The trip from Novy Jicin (my native city) to Prague usually take about 5 hours of cool ride but I was in the ride about 7 hours more. Yes, it was terrible trip. We was waiting on the speedway about 7 hours, no move... There was a lot of trucks which didn't moved on the snow road. So I arrived to Prague about 6 AM. Great...

I'm looking forward to my next trip :-)

So late again

Oh my god, look at... the time is going so quickly. there is 15 after 2.. grrr what I'm doing still that I'm going to my bed so late. Is it the right life?? I don't think so.

I thought that it is simple, that I'm so simple but it isn't truth. I'm so complicated person that I don't understand myself and it isn't so good, is it?

This year began so uncannily and it keeps that still. I must do something with it but what? If I knew that I did it yet.

I think I can call that "Pursuit of happiness". And it will be a long way yet.

Rash resolution?

I deleted all my English comments from one blog today. I think my comments were so stupid and I didn't know why I put them there. Maybe I wanted to be funny and fun and I wanted to hold her's interest but I think I didn't. So, I'm feeling that now, no way.

I wanted to write more about but I won't be. Not now. Maybe later, I don't know...

I'll speak only Portuguese there from now and it will be more stupid sentences because my Portuguese is terrible... better none... rsrsrs

That's all today.

My horoscope second time

There have been started new day here before about two hours and I looked to my horoscope again. And I can't believe that.

Look:
"Have you been entertaining the idea of changing jobs? If so, dear Taurus, put out some feelers today. You've been working hard, and you may have felt as if you've been barking up the wrong tree. Don't hesitate to research possibilities on the net, prepare your resume, and chat up knowledgeable people in social situations. It's time to pass from reflection to action - with care."

Why I can't believe that? Because it is just about me, like my yesterday's horoscope too. It's happening something these days, right now and right here. Is it any help, impulse or vision from above, from superior force or if you want from god?

Yes, it's the right question!

q8) I love you not only for what you are...

"I love you not only for what you are
but for what I am when I am with you.

I love you not only for what you have made of yourself
but for what you are making of me.

I love you for the part of me that you bring out."
[Elizabeth Barett Browning]

I know that already

It's not bad to read horoscope sometimes. I know more about me now because I read my horoscope for today...

Here is (copy from The Free Dictionary):
"There could be a missing person very much on your mind these days. Is it possible that the relationship is over and you're the last one to know it? Don't let your insecurities get the better of you, dear Taurus. It is likely that your friend merely needs some time alone to sort out some big issues. Your friend will seek out your warmth and friendship again soon."

I don't know where they take these words but it's truth sometimes like today. And so I stay calm. :-)

This morning

Ehm morning, there is already 12:30 PM here but it's just morning for me now. I have been waked up before while, chachaa.

And my head is totally empty now, oh nooo, where are all the thoughts... I was full of ideas and thoughts what I want write about something yet yesterday before sleeping. Hey thoughts, come on, come back to me...
Ok, I will continue with writing after my thoughts will be back.

I'm going to make something to breakfast :-) Probably something sweet, for dulcification of my life...

My English

I thought that my English is better and better but it isn't. It was just my bad looking. My English will better never when I'll be just to write any blogs or emails in English ... well, I need talk!!!

- Who want talk by English with me??
- Nobody...

Oh, nooo... it's bad, very bad.
OK, I know that, the best way is to go to the country where is speaking by English.

So, I'll send you a postcard, maybe... ;-)

Alone work

Work, work, work and again work!!!!!!!
I'm doing nothing else then alone work these days. I'm going to sleep very late, usually at about 3 AM, sometimes more later... And why??? Just thanks of my work.

So much work and so few money. Where is the wrong???
I know that, in me. I'm working so hardly and my clients don't pay me. Why am I doing that? Am I any charity or what?? I'm thinking these days that I'll fuck to this my work and I'll go to do something different, e.g. ditcher, build worker or I can move myself to the mountains from here and I'll plant e.g. marihuana. I'll be at least on fresh air with flowers, trees and wild animals... hahahaaa, yeah it's great idea.

hahahaaa :-)))

Movies to the people

I made resolution today and I created my new blog just about movies and all what is related with movies.

Here is url adress: Movies to the people.

I moved all my posts about movies to the place. I think it's good idea because I have been started a little to lose in this blog. I'll try to invite some others friends to write about movies there but when anybody of them won't want to contribute there so never mind, I will. When I have been made that, haven't I? :-))

Well and you everyone are welcome there! I'm looking forward to your comments ;-)

q7) your own resolution...

"Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed is more important than any one thing."
[Abraham Lincoln]

Happy Valentine's Day

Today is "international" day of everyone in love and so I'm thinking if I'm in love too. Well, probably I'm not. Why probably? Ehm, I don't know... maybe becuase it needs two persons for right love. Of course, I love my parents, my friends and many other things but this love isn't the love which is meaning at Valentine's Day.

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone.

Condoms go to the fight

If you want some condoms for free you go to visit Carnival in the Brazil. Brazil's Health Ministry will distribute 10 million condoms ahead of Carnival. So hurry up because Carnival almost begins. Actualy I don't know if condoms will be for free but I think that to visit Carnival is great idea, not only for condoms. (take it with big exaggeration)

:. Condoms go to the fight

People stopped recently to affraid of AIDS and there is more and more people HIV positive in Czechia and the whole world. I have noticed that advertising of AIDS and HIV themes is almost gone from public media and it isn't good.

That is why I drew the picture you can see above even if I know that anybody aren't looking my blog. Ehm, I must do something with it...

I think that to use condoms during sex is the best choice for protection of AIDS. Or be without sex? (hahahaa) It's impossible, I know.

Well, so simply use condoms.

q6) Protect your dreams!

"You get a dream, you must protect it! Don't allow somebody tell you, you cann't do something. And don't tell yourself the same. People who cann't do it them selves, they want to tell you, you cann't do it too."

"You want something, you go get it! You go find way, how you get it! Or you try get it at least."
[Quotes inspirated by Pursuit of Happyness movie.]

Celtic Zodiac

Another looking to kind of Zodiac we can find in Celtic astrology. It is very interesting because the Celts believed that everyone is a tree. That is why Celtic Zodiac based on several kinds of trees.

My Celtic Zodiac is "Poplar"

COMMON:
It's in the nature of poplar-born, to grow towards the light determinedly. And that as fast as possible. They are practical thinkers and don't rely so much on their intuition. A fast success supports this method . But watch out: plants which shoot up too fast have a soft and and not very strong core. Especially with young poplar-born it might be advisable, to have a moulding and controlling effect on them.

STRENGTH:
Poplar-tree-born are determined and ambitious.They let themselves be guided by their intellect and want to understand everything. The world is one great challenge for them, which has to be explored. They love the truth, and always want to expose appereance; they go straight to the core of things. Due to their quick-wittedness they gain fast successes.

WEAKNESS:
Poplars have a soft core, which has to be protected. Their own world of feelings is weird to them sometimes, as they are distracted from their initially clearly set aims by their constant mood swings. Poplars have to learn, to accept and get to know their world of feelings. Otherwise they run the risk, not to recognize the subtleties, and to drown in the simple view of the world of EITHER/OR.

LOVE:
As far as their emotional world is concerned, poplars are very distrustful. Everything has to be considered first, as they don't take anything for granted. With their own mental insecurity, they need a strong and reliable partner. Once they found that, they will blossom in unexpected colors and their mental fickleness lies behing them.

HERBS:
Marjoram, Dill, Fern, Mandrake, Valerian, Fennel

Physical Weak spots:
Soul, Skin, Lungs, Respiratory tract, Bronchial tubes

The Italic text is copy from Spirit project site where you can look your Celtic Zodiac and find more ineteresting things about you too.

Otherwise I don't believe in horoscope but I think that these words are true about me on the whole. Something is on that.

So much more...

"So much more than I thought this world could ever hold..."

These words are from a refrain of the great single Bombs from newest Faithless album name's To All New Arrivals. Music of the song is maybe little monotounos but not bad. Well, I like it and I'll see after 100 times listening to that. :-))

Faithless - Bombs

We think we're heroes, we think we're kings
We plan all kinds of fabulous things
Oh look how great we have become

Key in the door, the moment I've been longing for
Before my bag hit the floor
My adorable children rush up screaming for a kiss
And a story they're a gift to this world
My only claim to glory
I surely never knew sweeter days
Blows my mind like munitions
I'm amazed

So much heaven, so much hell
So much love, so much pain
So much more than I thought this world could ever contain
So much war, so much soul
One mans loss, another mans gold
So much more than I thought this world can ever hold

We're just children, we're just dust
We are small and we are lost
And we're nothing, nothing at all

One bomb, the whole block gone
Can't find me children and dust covers the sun
Everywhere is noise, panic and confusion
But to some another fun day in Babylon
I'm gonna bury my wife and dig up my gun
My life is done so now I got to kill someone

So much heaven, so much hell
So much love, so much pain
So much more than I thought this world could ever contain
So much war, so much soul
Moments lost, moments go
So much more than I thought this world could ever hold

So much more than I thought this world could ever hold
So much more than I thought this world could ever hold

So much heaven, so much hell
So much love, so much pain
So much more than I thought this world could ever contain
So much war, so much soul
Moments lost, moments go
So much more than I thought this world could ever hold

Sweety dragon

He looks sweet, don't you think? I do.

I'm thinking now if he should say something. If you have any idea about it you can write me it. ;-)

The voice of Russia

U. S. with George Bush wants anti-rocket base in Eastern Europe and they have asked us, Czech Republic, and Poland for permission to establish it. They says that'll help to defence of the world against terrorism.

And Vladimir Putin is affraid of that because he think that anti-rocket base is directing thereat to Russian security and he said: I have radical answer for U. S.


Well, it's very important bussines, isn't it? And so I'm a little joking with it... and fucking all rockets.

Stop the time...

I would need to stop the time for a little while at least. Or to extand the day up to the 48 hours. Yeah, it would be fine for me because I'd want to do so much other things, my hobbies (read the books, play the el. guitar, make the music, draw more pictures, study more things like is mystic, space, etc.) but I cann't. Not this time. Exactly, I have much a work. But I don't complain about work... I'm glad I have a work. I would need only more time. That's all.

Work with pleasure!

These days are so exacting for me. My head is full of thoughts, one by one, from the right, from the left, from above, from every side, again and again. Stop it please! I can't work but I must...

Wow, it is so beginning my post, isn't it? I'm just joking because my head is absolutly clear, absolutly empty now.
- "What is the day today??"
- "Wednesday."
- "Oh my god, I thought that is only Tuesday..."



Well, I have so much working things to do that I don't know what I'll to do in first. And everybody wants everything preferably at once. Some people thinks that I can make the work for them right now. But it is impossible when I'm busy by another work, especially by important project. Yes, I could start to do another work and stop work in progress for a while but I don't like this way. The people simple must wait if they want my services. I'm just human, not machine!

Good for me is I can make resolution what work I'll to do. It's the freedom, it's the democracy. And I'm satisfied with working position for this moment.

And so, I'm working with pleasure and totaly quiet... or I'm trying to do it by this way at least and anybody cann't disturb me.

q5) Give me a hug

"Tell me something and I can forget it. Show me something and I won't maybe remember it. Give me a hug and I'll never forget it."
[quote of anonymous author]

And exactly this is the difference between reality and virtual reality.

So let's give a hug with one another! :-)))

:. Give me a hug! (image from Fun LOL)

q4) What we anticipate...

"What we anticipate seldom occurs, but what we least expect generally happens."
[Benjamin Disraeli]

How walking penguins?

:. clip from © Corbis Motion

- "Oh, I don't want to go there. I'm afraid."
- "Me too..."
- "..."
- "oops, yipe"

Well, aren't these penguins funny? :-))) ahahahaaa

I received an email from Corbis Motion with their new nature clips and I found this one funny. So you can see it too in my blog now ;-)
And more of them you can find here.

Who knows this place?

:. image from © PopArtUk

Who from you knows the place of the picture? If you'll write me its name and you'll be fastest you'll win a first price! What it will be I don't know yet :-)))

But I know several years ago that I want to visit this amazing place. I think I wanted it already before my birth... I'm not joking, I'm talking serious.

I wrote about my dreams some posts ago and this place is its one part.

q3) Art of living consists...

"Art of living consists in right resolution what we have to let out."
[quote of anonymous author]

It isn't so simply always, actually it's hard almost every time. But when we make the resolution then I think we should keep it at least for sometime.

Of course, we needn't... we are just people, simple beigns who's changeing these resolutions so often that it isn't too good. But contrariwise for someone it can be good. We all are same though we are different too. It depends on visual angle, right?

Well, everyone must make the resulution yourself! No other way!

q2) The way is not wrong...

"The way is not wrong never so much in order that it can not worse yet. But then the way up is going to be new big power again."
[quote of anonymous author] (with my terrible translation)

And hance the falling aground (to the full bottom) is good sometimes. But this mustn't happen so much often.

Look out! Be alive is surely very nice for the beauty, isn't it? ;-)

There is so beautiful day here today. The Sun is shining, the Sun's rays are reflecting from suface of snow, snowflakes is flaying around and finally they sit down on the land. Ehm, it isn't possible together actually but it's so beautiful, almost magic. Yeah! The right winter time have been already started here. We have about 30 cm of snow. Oh, okey... maybe just 25 :-)) But also it is quite a lot of snow in Prague.

I was ready to spring time, warmer time already but now it has been changed and I like it. I like snow.

Wooow, for example we can go to palt ourself with snowballs or to build snowman... hahahaaa. So come on, let's go out!

The pictures which you can see on the right have been made this morning.

1st lesson of Portuguese

I have been "passed out" first lesson of Portuguese language today, exactly now it is yet yesturday.

And what's my feeling with this? Well, I'm delighted with this. Yeah, absolutly... I like it. But I couldn't understood almost everything, especially when he was spoken quickly. I have to make a lot of homework to the next lesson. I need some help from anybody who's from Portugal or country where they are speaking by Portuguese... :-)

The guy who's teaching us is quite fine. So, I hope I'll be fine with the learning it too.

Well, I'm looking forward to my first post in Portuguese. (hahahaaa)

q1) To believe in visible...

"To believe in visible things is not as big art as to believe in that invisible."
[Ra]

To believe in something invisible gives me a power to live even if this is not easy. Look, a lot of people say: "I cann't believe in something until I'll not see it." But this assertion is so very much primitive, isn't it? Then the people are primitive too. They are materialists and hurried so much.

I'm not saying that I believe strictly in the God and there is the God exists but I believe in something like the God. Ok, I can call this the God or I can call this however in other way. It doesn't matter.

But I believe in invisible things, in my intuition, in my antipation and this is important (for me).

And resolution of the post?
I think that more people should be to believe more in this too and not to be only materialists. They should slow down, take it easy and to be interest about more valuable things of life. Then the world could be better, maybe.

Rebuilding some parts of people's bodies

What I told in my last post were bullshits! I'm back or better is I'm still here and I hope you'll read my blog with enthusiasm and firing... :-)

But I wanted to write about something different and this may not be good for everyone. What can we imagine of the title? Everybody something different, right? Well, I read any article today morning and I was surprised and frustrated too. Title of that article was like this "Attention, the world has new hit - vaginoplasty". Yeah! You can see right. Alone the article's title can be offensive or vulgar for somebody. But content of that article was more. When I was reading it I didn't understood what my eyes see there.

I think that people are really off head, especially those more rich and women of course. I know the vogue of anaplacty, to may change a lot of parts of body is here many years. But this?? Oh, where is the world going? They say that to have changed their vaginas is like to own Mercedes car. Wow, and this is meaningful thought. Sure, everyone rich people aren't same, a lot of them have good ideas, not like those upper.

A little my fictional conversation of two rich women:
one of them say: "Have you changed your vagina yet? I have... she is more pretty." the second answer: "No, I have not. Should I?"
the first say: "Yes! You should if you want to be still my friend."

Well, I think that I should change my vagina too... :-))))) Oh, I cann't, I haven't her... but maybe I can change my head, I like the head of MickyMouse. So tomorrow...

"My apology everyone whom is alarmed at this my post and who isn't like those people. It's only my subjective thought"

Shortest & last post in one

I had a dream(STOP)Nothing more(STOP)More or less,I have been mistook again(STOP)I hoped with something what it isn't(STOP)I hope never more(STOP)I'll be just possimist(STOP)

New part of my life have been started(BIG-STOP)

Encounter

I was out for some beers and entertainment with my very good friends before yesterday. And I happened to meet her with her new boyfriend there. She is my last ex-girlfriend if I can to say it in this way.

Did I felt any envy, anger or sadness, etc.? NO, absolutly nothing! Just peace and freedom. :)

Our relationship wasn't so good and it took only short time (about 6 months) but also it set forward me in my life. Yeah! And I'm happy for it. I know more about me, about others people now and it's great. Now, I know that a lot of people aren't able to say exactly what they are thinking because they are afraid (afraid of me, maybe), ahhahaha, afraid of me, it's so funny. I'm very dangerous... ahahahah, be afriad of me...

Well, I want just say that you can to tell me everything, everything what you feel, everything what you think about me. I shall to like for it because I like sincerity and truth but I hate lies and excuses.

Dreaming (about Brazil and ...)

Something have been changed with me. I am any different. Yeah, I am feeling it. The change happened to me some days, maybe month ago. Oh, and maybe seven years ago already :) who knows... probably just God or the stars.

A little history: I have been met with one girl from Brazil some years ago. Actualy she found me by chance by ICQ. I think it will be exactly seven years tomorrow. We must celebrate it together, Tati! :))) ahahaha We were comunicating by ICQ and skype sometimes, sometimes with some years interval but I didn't saw her in real world never. She is my virtual friend so far. It could be changed and realized now.

I was talking with her almost every day those days. I think those days before the Christmas time. I told her that I can arrive to her to Brazil if she'll to want it. And she was so happy that I started to think for it more and more. She told me that we can visit some beatiful places together. For example, I put one image, the place's calling Ubatuba. So I found a lot of informations about trip to the Brazil and about Brazil too and I'm in love with it. Am I crazy?

Yes, I am! I am Taurus and if I want something, if I want something so much then I'm keeping this and I'm trying to do everything for this. And it is the wrong maybe, isn't it? If it is or not, I cann't change it because I am I. Sure, I'm thinking about this too if it's right thing, if I'm not so much crazy but the something and it is right now my feeling is stronger.

And I think that she isn't so happy with the my dream now. Well, even if she will not so I arrive to her now, I shell to go there sometimes later. I know I want to see it there. It's my giant dream!

I'm standing in hope of the dream.

Gian crater in Sao Paolo

Why doesn't write about something other? I saw one tragical article and so I want to write about it here.

... it is a quotation from bigger part:

It happened in Sao Paolo on last Friday. There are they building new underground station in the city's central district of Pinheiros. And a hole being dug for a new underground station collapsed leaving an enormous crater. Several people are gone and a lot of people were evacuated. The crater is about 30m deep and 60m wide. (for image, classic football field is 100m wide) I cann't put any images here because they are in keeping of some reports' agency. But you can look these pictures here: http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/in_pictures/6258579.stm.
And more informations and next news are here: http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/americas/6261157.stm.

About the birds, wintertime and the world...

Birds are signing (twittering is maybe better). It's normal thing, right? But when they are signing at 3 am in wintertime, is it normal too? I don't think so. Oh, of course, I must say that it isn't normal here, in Czech, in Europe and there, where it is usually to have snow and cold (temperature under 0 °C) in wintertime. There is temperature about 10 °C here now. It's the first time since my birth when it's so warm, no flitting snow flakes, no snow, no frost, nothing usual for this time. It's unbelievably.
The birds think that it starts spring time. And they are singing more and more... Hey, birds! Don't mad! Your time will come...

The world is changing, the world is rebelling. Is the Apocalypse starting?? Or people, people like me, just don't understand it and everything with this world is all right?

And there was so big wind in course of these two days here that I was a little afraid about me. The wind moves with my body so much, I thought that I'll to fly away from my way :)) But it would be nice, to fly. I want it, I want to fly like in SL, I want to teleport too and right now! :))) Anybody's here, who knows how to do it? ;)

I know, it's physical impossible in real life, but we can do this in our mind, in our dreams. And in fact the techniques how to do it exist in real life too, but it's hard and complicated work at long time with our mind.

Portuguese

I started to learn other "second" language one week ago. This language is Portuguese. Yeah, exactly! This is amazing. I like it, especialy the Brazil Portuguese. I like the accent, the intonation, all of this. It's very nice to hear it, I want it more and more... but now I have to go to sleep, it's late, birds is singing again, unbelievably.

- "Oh, I'm so sorry it..."
- "Ra, don't worry, tomorrow is day too! You can continue later, full of power!"
- "Really? Greeeeat! I will..."

Well, I'll talk later about those birds.

So, now something in Portuguese:
Boa noite e beija para todo o mundo! ;)

Second Life, reality and she

What's the Second Life (in next just SL)? Do you know that anybody? SL is very big virtual world where people are meeting, building, dancing, making money, playing games, hazarding with money, eating, drinking, smoking, having sex (yes, I'm not joking, really I saw it there too, hahaha), flying like birds, etc. etc. Thay can do almost every activities like in real world. Well, I didn't saw people going to toilet there. Do you understand it? Me not... hahahaha. Of course, this is virtual world, thay needn't it! ... It's something little about SL.
I don't like virtual worlds so much because it's virtual, reality is reality, what we will talk to ourself about :) but my friend told me about SL. She is by far from me, she is from Brazil. And so I said to myself that I 'll to look there.

Wow, it was so beautiful there especially when I could be with her there. It was so lovely and so funny too ;) mmmhm... great remembers... but now something has changed. I think I lost her but I don't know why, what's happened? I'm asking to myself and I don't know the answer yet. Perhaps sometime I will. I must give the time to this and to hope. You can ask me why? Well, because I love her, I love her like friend! I hope at durable friendship between her and me.

And she? It knows just she...

My first blog...

I can give it a name "Need I any blog?". I don't know, but why not? Why don't to give any thoughts on any other place than only my mind? I think that it's good idea. A lot of people have their own blog so why not me? Yeah! Why not me? And so..., I have this one too :)

Well, we can write about everythings. And it needn't give no sense because our thoughts don't to give no senses too, sometimes ;) well, mine don't it... hahaha
I would like to understand it, maybe I'll be sometime in future. Who knows?

I hope...